Tis Been A While

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=araU0fZj6oQ

Someone collect up the tumble-weed I'm back!

 

So I have an amazing blog post planned for Sunday! 

But you will have to wait! 

What you missed whilst I was gone? The usual, from the person who brought you hiding in trolleys and scaring people. 

That's quite a name for myself.  

             So I'm going to tell you a quick story. Of what happened to me.

So it was my friend Sum's 18th woooo! And she was having a party. I decided to wear my old prom dress and heels. Oh wait I've totally forgot I wasn't supposed to tell you it was me. Wupz. Too late now even though I could easily backspace this and you would never know. Spooky. Anyway's were was I? Oh yeah, so all my old school friends were there so it was kind of a reunion SESH1. They play some Blink182 epic. But because its mainly family me and my friend Amy (I'm her wingwoman) decide to get the others to play hide and seek in a graveyard. Yes. At night. Yes. At a party. It was just outside because it was in a Catholic Club. So we all just ran off in the darkness. And who sinks nearly six-foot-under in heels? Me. And I nearly step on someone's flowers. Believe it I'm a total rebel. I even go to the extremes of lying on the floor (in my dress of course) behind a gravestone. Forgetting I was near the main road and an old woman screamed. If your reading this now I apologise, But you just had to be there. Picture from the night: 

I haven't straightened my hair.

I feel like this blog needs a makeover as I haven't been around in ages! It seems to have a steady viewer page though. So you maybe thinking.. wow I've got to that part of the internet. But now I have finished my first year at sixth form I think its time for this blog has some attention. On other note.. I am absolutely in love with these birds!

They are sunbird conure and they are just so cute. Where was I? Oh yes so I main to up keep this blog once a week, but don't hold me to that at the start. My side blog may be less frequent. I do have a life. I think.

I went outside yesterday! With friends.. I bet you thought I didn't have any well now I have evidence. Here I am wearing my favourite which is a tight high neck stripe dress from New Look. 

http://www.newlook.com/shop/womens/dresses/black-2-in-1-stripe-high-neck-bodycon-dress_346535709?isRecent=true 

^^^^ link if you want a better look.

It looks like I haven't slept in weeks but its this really nice sparkly eyeshadow from New Look.

This is not a beauty blog. 

You know how I feel about them¬

Also if you have time can you please like my dads page on Facebook link below!

 https://www.facebook.com/FocusandPass/timeline 

and in return I will look at your blogs. 

Promise. 

I'm still standing.

What?!!? 

This blog can just survive on its own I haven't even been on in...

to much maths to work out... forever?

Its getting a lot of views and I think its just that everyone is shocked by my last post. 

Mainly because no one says anything about the precious beauty bloggers being airheads.

And I agree that not ALL of them are. So if you want to argue your point see my last blog. 

This blog has survived on its own so should I just leave?

http://itsdailymoaning.blogspot.co.uk/

Beauty Bloggers.

Beauty guru's can make a blog on a night not post anything until the morning and earn about 40 followers. I was recently just looking at some good sites and I noticed half the girls my age do nothing like my blog or my side blog in fact. Its all about hair, beauty and their perfect lives. And if I do happen to come a long to an account that hasn't followed the heard of sheep. Then I comment saying how good they are. And no I am not going to change the way I use Blogger, to look like a pathetic follower.
Its just people like me work really hard on their blog's and hardly get a comment of someone. But that's ok because I can see a lot of people have read it, even if its not even in their language. But I think personally beauty blogging is the easy way out. I have been doing this for a lot of years and have seen no change in followers. Beside's beauty blogging tests your camera not your real talent to communicate through writing. They just put a picture of some lipstick with a caption:
"i lik'd it..... buy it"
Yes love, because that is really informative to your readers?! Then they get about 400 comments of praise?
I'm not saying I hate ALL beauty bloggers, because that's mean. Just the one's that are so up themselves and can't even write one sentence without using text language. There role models are Zoella and Sprinkle Of Glitter.

Now don't get me wrong I love Zoe and Louise, I have there blogs in my sidebar on my second channel. The things that annoy me are the fan's who think they are you-tubers? I'm going to stop typing now before I go and turn into Incredible Hulk and write so much more.

Review: It'sGrace

I'm reviewing the reviewer! So you would expect my favourite YouTuber would be Dan or Phil. But she just is just my favourite person ever. Some people say I act like her on purpose but I honestly don't I just watch her too much. 

"Gooooooseee." I just think its funny when she shouts her dog.
If you want to read more about the change click on the link below.
http://www.thevideoink.com/features/as-dailygrace-dies-itsgrace-born/#.UssfRXggGc3

So go subscribe. I'm glad my first review is Grace Helbig, its special.  

(I know this review of her moving channels is late, I wrote it ages ago)

Regret

Regret.

Regret is a powerful thing. We are supposed to make life decisions at such a young age and can end up regretting it for the rest of your life. I'm only young but I regret doing stuff already.

For example:

You walk into the exam boasting you've done no revision and then regret when you read the first question.

Or 

You've said something bad to someone and seen their reaction is horrible and you want to stuff the words back in your mouth and never speak again?

You never think about regret before you do. How many people have wanted to go back in time and change what they did/said? But they can't, and you end up worrying, so that you can't sleep. You then go into denial and try and pass the blame on someone else.


The Cure?
Specialist's say you should just let go, and stomp on your problems. This is because you have finally realised there's nothing you can do about it. So stop living in the past.

Next blog: Wed 15th Jan 2014

Life moves pretty fast...If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

Rally Cars & Pizza

I didn't post yesterday even though I said this channel would be posted every two days. Mainly because we got in really late so all I did was relaxed in front of the TV. This was because my dad had arranged for me to go in a late night rally drive for one of my Christmas presents. And it was this Saturday. Ours was the last time section at 6:00pm, but because they were running late I didn't get into the car till about 7:30. It was really good. The driver was called Wayne and he drove REALLY fast.

 (The picture is the track)

You thought he was going to hit the barriers but at the last second he would swerve and it was awesome. Unfortunately on the first lap he back-end of the rally car hit a cone. So he drove into the pits to get it sorted out. My dad thought I'd chickened out and had made him stop the car. I HADN'T. But all that was wrong was that the exhaust pipe tip (see pic) had fell of and the guys soon sorted it out. 

Meaning I got extra laps! Then we drove back we stopped at our pizza shop at around 9:45pm and got a 16inch Margarita which was lovely!

This is the place where I went if you want to check it out:
http://teessideautodrome.co.uk/wordpress/the-circuit/

Blog Updating Days.

Fellow People of the earth, 

I have decided when I am going to be updating my blog. 

On this channel I will be updating every other day.

And on my side blog if you haven't guessed from the title below: daily.

Sometimes I like to think I'm Karl Pilkington from The Moaning Of Life 

itsdailymoaning.blogspot.com

Epiphanies

It was my forms turn to hold our year groups presentation. When we first heard about this my formie decided to pick the morning of the English exam, so that she could just pretend she forgot (even though she's an English teacher) and look really disappointed. But someone blabbed to their friends next to our head of year, basically because they can't keep their mouths shut. So we had to do it this week on the theme Epiphanies.

 Mostly the whole year doesn't listen and just whispers the whole way through because its not important. But it was different this time, it looked like they actually listened. I was sixth to speak, bearing in mind I was reading it out for the first time because we'd only had five minuets notice because our power-point wasn't working so this was plan B which my form teacher had been writing all last night.

I had to read two whole paragraphs to my whole year. Its kind of nerve racking because if you mess up or say a word wrong prepare to get teased the rest of your time at that school. I stumbled on a few words and didn't even take in what I was saying so I don't know how my audience did.

When we'd finished my head of year said I was a good reader. Also other people said that I was the only one who spoke loud enough for them to hear and was clear to understand. All except my friends, you think as they were in the audience they should be supporting me. But no they sat the furthest away in the corner, whispering to each other and having Polo eating challenge's.

Thanks for the support, guys. Not. But I don't care much any-ways, the presentation was a speaking one and lots of people are absent minded when you talk for a while. I'm not saying THEY are absent minded because they are nearly ALL clever than me. I'm saying any person in the entire world wouldn't want to hear that presentation twice. So I'm going to stop typing now or you will end up with a long blog. And you can have a cyber polo from the above picture for reading this far. It was a long blog.

Gan' Wild

I know what your thinking. Wow she doesn't post since like forever and now she's posted twice in one week. I know, I pretty stunned about that too.
Today's subject is SLANG. 
Now I live in a place called Sunderland in the north east of England. And I moved from Hartlepool which I have lived up until I was about 10, and still go down there to see family on weekends. When I first came to Sunderland I didn't understand many people because even though Sunderland to Hartlepool is about a 30 minuets drive I couldn't believe how much the accent and the slang was like. I was considered posh, now no jokes but if you see Hartlepool you wouldn't call it posh. So I've lived in Sunderland a while now and picked up some of the slang words (get the title? Even though I've never said the word gan' but it means go, which I learned weeks later.)
Words that confused me from Sunderland. 
Slang                             Meaning
Gan' -               Go (I thought it was a gun.)
Beaker -           Its not slang its just the way they said it sounded like Baker (confused me in science lessons)
Bairn -              Baby or a child. (sounds like barn)
Ket -                Junk food.
Giz a backa-     A lift on the back of a bike.(In Hpool we use "giz" though)
Scran -             I think its scraps of food, (or actual food I'm not sure to this day.)
Nogin-              Head or Brain (A teacher told me to use my noggin' so I hit my knee?)
Marra-              Friend. (personally thought it was someone's mam?)
Laquer-             Hairspray (wtf???)
Git-                   Like (my friends have laughed at me plenty for this one.
Carrd-              Cold. (someone said "git cold." and I didn't understand so I just laughed. I now know)
Dar-                  Dad
Hun-                 Its like a pet name for people example like Babe or Sweetie

It took me about 5 years to learn the Sunderland slang and I think I have a greater knowledge of it. Because I would just ask my friends or my dad would tell me. But I think I'm getting there.... Also now I've been living here I kinda picked up a tinge of the accent. Apparently according to lots of people both of my accents (Hartlepool & Sunderland) mixed together sounds like I'm from Durham. Luckily I'm going there for sixth form then! I hope this has made you laugh and informed you for next time you go to Sunderland. haha

Its been a while.

I always start with hi guys, 

I've just noticed the last time I wrote a blog post was the six weeks. So I expected that my viewers would be tumble-weed. All gone. 

But looking at the rating's the blog has been quite high ratings. I think you would like to know I've set myself a new years resolution, to do a blog at least twice a month. 

And I know your probably thinking, I'm just lying... I probably am. No I am going to try this year. Its took me to the 7th of January to get sat in front of the computer typing. As its my last year in school now, I don't think this year could be more documented. Mainly because:

• I write a journal, on my boring life everyday
• Blog. (haha you call THIS blogging)
• And have a dream journal.

Ive decided I am going to a sixth form in Durham. I think sixth form is better because your with people your own age, unlike college which there's older people and that. Argue in the comments if you think I'm wrong. 

Side-note: I've updated my last post because there was a lot of spelling mistakes (there still is).  

Calm Down!

I know you've all been messaging me about having a side blog. A blog will be put up sometime soon to explain so please stop DMing me about it.

So its the six weeks.

Shouldn't that mean I have more free time to write blog's?

No, it means I have more time to watch Netflix and earn money.

Heroes is the best thing on Netflix. Which I will talk about later on down the end of the blog!

See some of my friends have summer jobs. Unfortunetly I coulnt keep this from my mam and I got one to. Great. I'm lovin' it. <<<<<< that was not the quote from McDonald's and before you say I'm not working at McDonald's. The closest I get to working at McDonald's is this....



I could write about all my wonderful weeks at my mothers but I won't. Mainly because I can't be arsed and secondly there's to much so I have started from last weekend. And then I'll skip some days. But maybe I'll talk about the fair in my side blog idk yet.



So on Saturday night I slept over at my big sister Sarah's house. Her and Mick where going to a wedding so me, Josh, Regan and Elisha watched some horrors and ate pizza whilst they were gone.SPOILER ALERT We watched in order:
Eden Lake- piece of crap they all die in the end.
Mutant something- it was really good but I've messaged everyone and no one could remember the name. Except there was a lot of sex scenes.
Hills of eyes 2 - its shit its full of mutants like that one but worse ^^
Walled in- I liked this one fucking good twist at the end!! I didn't want him to die :(

We started watching this other movie but the little girls got scared and went to bed upstairs because it was like paranormal activity. I didn't think it was that bad myself. This was about 4oclock in the morning. Then Sarah, Mick and Angie (my other sis) comes barging in and start playing darts in the kitchen and talking about how my brother Robert went crazy and wanted to punch everyone. Just normal junk in my family. But Angie went to sleep in the bunk beds with the girls. And Mick was going of it because Josh had smoked all his tabs. So we were pretending to be asleep in the living room when Mick comes in poking around on the couch trying to riffle one. He then gets in his van and goes to the shop. Bearing in mind he's drunk, still. Sarah comes in and says she knows I'm awake and asks me the time. Its 6oclock. So she sits with us and watches morning telly because she said she wont be able to sleep until he gets back. When he finally does at quarter past he smokes 3 and goes to bed.

Its quarter to 11 and the front door slams. Nobody in this house is up yet and as Mick forgot to lock it before he went to bed. Its Ang going back to my house to get ready. I tried to get back to sleep but Sarah comes down stairs and goes in the kitchen and starts making bacon. Jess the dog comes flying in (she's a staffy) and jumps on Josh waking him up. Then Jess runs upstairs to wake her 'dad' up. Regan and Elisha came down stairs with three covers sleepily and then they layed on the couch with us. Good job its like this...but bigger.
So it gets to about 1oclock and me, Elisha, Jess and Sarah are on this couch. And Regan and Josh where on the two piece. When Mick finally comes down and sits on our couch with their double cover sheet. So its like blanket city. But then Mick and Sarah start fighting over the remote like little kids (and they are nearly 30). I nearly got kicked in the face by Sarah but then we all finally agree on the genre.. Comedy and end up wasting a whole day recovering. And about 7oclock me, Josh, Regan and Elisha went out to get Chinese food. We ended walking miles because I told Josh there was a toenail in one of them so he wanted the one across town. So we walked over put our order in and Mick picked us up in his van.
I end up spending another night at Sarah's. Because Regan's sisters were still at my house They didn't go out this night. But we went out again after Chinese food. We just walked around the beach setting fire to stuff like old times. We got back around 9oclock and Sarah said she was going to bed to watch telly. Angie was at my house also sleeping in my bed because the kids were sleeping in hers. But Lexi (my niece) had turned up whilst we were out and started  knacking Josh. Quiet funny. So the girls watched TV till around 11oclock and then went up to Elisha's room to watch Ice Age. So we just watched normal TV. Lexi jumped on my belly and smacked me in the face (shes the devil child)
"Get up lazy!"- Lexi
"But its early o clock!" I moaned I don't know why I was arguing with a 4 year old?
"I slept in my mam and dads bed." -Lexi
"I thought you were a big girl?" Me
*slapped me on the head* "Shurrup!"
She then jumped of me and started slapping her big brother in the face. Glad its not me. I was just getting back to sleep when Sarah rove the covers of me because she wanted me to get up. No lazy day? We all got ready and Angie came over because it was her birthday! She swore at me for leaving her a card about Primark (which she'd been fired from) On the night the whole family went out for a meal. Mick was going to go of it at Sarah cause she was going to try his steak. In our family we tend to order different stuff and then steal from who has the best. Nothing gets wasted. But Angie had got this steak and was borking. We all started laughing at her because it was off and her baby nose (she's pregnant and can smell really good) could smell it and had already eaten one. Anyway's me and Elisha walked home pretending to be idiots in high heals. Oh wait, we are idiots in high heals. Anytime I want to call someone I go out of the house because we have really thin walls and anything said will just go directly to my mother and however does catch me saying anything gets an award. So anyway I walk down random streets talking away on my phone. And I look behind me and see a flash of leopard print. So I start running whilst I keep looking behind me. Bearing in mind I'm on the phone! I hoped I looked like a special agent. Then I stop running and look behind me. I know I'm just a bit crazy but she does it all the time! So I'm headed on my way home still on the phone. And I see this man weirdly staring at me. I sat down on a nearby bench and waited and I saw her! She noticed me and came over and sat down beside me.
"I heard everything."- Elisha
"Shit."- Me
"hahaha gotcha."- Elisha
"Why have you got no shoes on!" I asked trying to change the subject. If she did know my secret she wasn't letting on.
"I only have high heals, I can't run in high heals." -Elisha
"Why was that guy staring?"- Me
"Cause I was hiding behind him and he asked if I was following you and I said yes." -Elisha
"Okay lets go home now." - Me

Tuesday.
My sister came running in my room early o clock trying to wake me up I ignored her and fell back to sleep. She could bother me in her own house but this was my room. And my bed. I woke up two hours later and started packing. Then around a hour later Ang dropped my mam of at work. Then me, Ang and Mia had a McDonald's and then was on the road to Sunderland. I didn't even have time to unpack before I was ringing Kay for her to come out. We walked around a bit. We didn't call for anyone we just chilled.

Wednesday.
Had the house to myself. I then called Kay and got the bus over hers. We decided to go and see some other mates because I haven't seen them in ages. So it took us half an hour or was it more to walk were they where. This pissed us of because we had to meet them. And I don't do mornings and if I get pissed of in the morning I make that person's life hell all day. And I know I was a cunt I'll admit that.

Thursday.
Results day. I got up late and had to rush around and everything. I had to practically run to school for some crappy scores I can resit next year. I got a B in English, a D in Math and a D in Science not that bad considering. My target in science is a D even though I'm in set one, I'm fucking thick. Then I had to walk the long way home. But at least my sister Sarah talked to me all the way for 40 minuets. I appreciate that. That's why your my big sister!  She's on her way to Cornwall to go Glamping. Yes, Glamping. Glamour camping. I couldn't believe it either. But from her recent texts I think she's doing fine. jk.

Friday.
SPOILER ALERT ABOUT HEROES SEASON 3
Sat on my arse and watched Netflix. Heroes is the best TV show ever!!! My favourite characters are Sylar, Elle and Peter Petrelli. OMFG!!!!!!!  I have just watched the whole of season 3. I can't believe that's why Angela steals socks for her sister who she thought was dead? Also I hope Mohinder is dead he gets on my nerves his power is exactly like Nicki's. Rebel is Micka. Rebel is Micka? Rebel is Micka! Honestly my face when I found this out I was like oooooooohhhhhh Tracey you've just lead your self as bait to your nephew! Sorry if you haven't seen Heroes. And that was just mumbling and meant nothing to you but I had to get it of my chest. I recommend you watch it. It changed my life. And by the way I'm starting season 4 tomorrow so no spoilers.

I dont know whether I like Sylar and Elle better or Peter and Elle. Because Elle has loved Sylar since she was an agent at the start but she made him a serial killer. But he did save her. And I think thats why I love Syelle better than Pelle. Pelle only lasted a day. But I do love Peter Petrelli. And I'd love to have anyone of their powers.


It took me ages to write all of this. I can't post pictures because there is a really bad storm. I'll do it tomorrow though.